Maybe It's Better This Way.....

Maybe it's better this way
To let death take me
I fail to live up to my standers
So why should I care anymore
Maybe it's better this way
To let the heat kill me slowly
I can't fight it
Too tired, too weak
And I can't force myself to leave it
Maybe it's better this way
To never eat food again
Too hot to move
Too hot to care
And certainly too hot to even believe anymore

I've Lost Hope

That's it
I can't take it anymore
My life is over
It was great while it lasted
But now
M body can't take it
My mind is loosing it
My heart no longer lives for it
Just when I thought that I was saved
It quickly turns against me the next
Now I'm suffering
And I want it all to end
The heat, hatred, and pain
I can't bare it any longer
I don't have the strength to go on
Just leave me alone
This damn life is not wroth living on.